Saturday, May 08, 2004
i just realised sth q spastic. hahaz.. i haf not used my icq for a million yrs. used to connect to icq eagerly cos there'r pple i wanna talk to there but now dun haf any alr. mayb it's cos i can find most of the pple on my icq list in msn lah.. but pple who used to b the ones i wanna talk to r not in my msn list lor.. dun really noe wad i'm saying? nvm.. i'm just wondering abt the fact dat
as time passes, there'll always b pple u knew dat u leave behind as u move on w life. was just telling ben yday sth lyk
"if i died 2day, who will b sad? if there'r pple who'll b sad, apart from my family, who else will remember me 10yrs down the road?" he said he dunno abt other pple, but he will. haha.. my
sweetsweet sister! was q touched :)
slept thru most of the day 2day.. woke up at 11am den when to slp again at 2pm. hahaz.. woke up at 6pm w a slight fever. think i slept too much. hahaz.. but actually i woke up only cos i had a v sad dream. dun really wanna talk abt wad happened in my dream lah but the last part of it was dat i got stabbed by sum1 i noe a few times den was in a taxi trying desperately to tell the driver to calm down. hahaz.. i rem thinking dat the driver is q spastic. i'm the 1 who's bleeding to death but he's the 1 who's freaking out. yeah anw, i was really dying in the dream. when i woke up suddenly, my heart was beating
vvv hard but vvv slowly. not lyk after a run when ur heart beats v fast n hard. was thinking,
mayb some pple die in their slp cos they haf such dreams den their heart stop? hahaz.. q interesting if i died dat way just now. found it kinda cool~
random thoughts at 5:50:00 AM
Friday, May 07, 2004
ankle worsened earlier dis wk so had to go for physio everyday since tues but now it's alotalot better n i'm off the crutches again! damn happy :) just wanna say "
thx!" to those who helped me in 1 way or another esp
py, yh, beat, alexis, ben, jeff, layz, viv, huimin.. yup.. q happy 2day cos my dear
'sis' accompanied me to SGH. really glad to haf a fren lyk him cos i find it v nice n comfortable talking to him even abt things dat i seldom feel lyk telling any1. think he's damn farny anw. hahaha.. had a really nice time chatting, which is sth q rare.. hahaz
hm... cant train yet so i'm q sian.. but nvm, i also dowan to risk going on crutches again though i was starting to get q pro w them. haha.. just hope i wun lag too much when i get back lah. which reminds me. i dowan any changes to b made to grp B!! arghs.. no matter who gets changed out of my grp, it'll either make no diff or make a v big diff, which i dun think is a gd thing. anw grp B alr haf 6 players only lor.. our ball games gd den the most we play w 1 player less lah. haiz.. dowan my grp to b chai san lor.. alr in the same grp for q some time n we'r all working well as a grp den now going to haf changes.. :( stupid... alr made plans to help my grp do better in canoe polo since we kinda suck at it den now i plan also no use le.. dun change grp lah..
*crosses fingers*
haiz.. got q alot of hw n stuffs to catch up on since i din go sch for 2 days or so.. think i'll spend the next 2days mugging while my teammates r whacking hard.. haiz.. suddenly feel left out :( yah anw, u shd'v noticed the tag box by now unless u'r really q uh..
blind. bleahs.. hahaz.. drop me a note or sth yah? really kinda curious to noe exactly who r
my fans who visit my blog. hahahaz :)
random thoughts at 6:22:00 AM
Sunday, May 02, 2004
haf been thinking q alot abt sth lately.. i'v realised dat my attitude 2wards sth has changed for the better, but i'm still not entirely sure of wad i really wan. i also dun really noe wad's going on so i think i'll just watch n wait n c how things turn out lor.. in the meantime, i just wan to hurry up n recover from my injury cos i
really cant stand watching my team play games w/o me! arghs.. damn it.. anw i saw the stuffs i just blogged on beat's n alexis' blogs so i also did it lor. haha.. realised dat some things immediately come to mind, but some must think for a long time b4 i decide to add it to the list.. yah.. damn sian lah. still deciding whether or not i wanna go sch tmr.. haiz.. kk i'm going off liao~
random thoughts at 6:59:00 AM
10 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS (in any order)
10) ruying (laopo)
9) peiying (pig 3)
8) alexis (pebbleth)
7) beat (rox)
6) peiling
5) ben (sister!)
4) huimin (ms neo)
3) joanne (pig 2)
2) lay pheng (boulder)
1) uh.. derwin (idiot)? haha
9 THINGS THAT U REALLY WANT RIGHT NOW
9) sum1 i love alot to b completely well again
8) a gd left ankle.. mine sux now
7) hang out w my laopo.. :)
6) to noe wad's it lyk to b truly happy
5) stop dreaming abt sumbody esp since i dunno y
4) new hp.. mine's screwed
3) watch movie
2) money $_$
1) sleep
8 IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR BAG
8) wallet
7) keys
6) discman
5) pencilcase
4) tape (for my blisters :|)
3) container for supplements
2) notebook
1) notes n hw
7 OF YOUR FAVORITE FOOD
7) venezia rum n raisin!!!!
6) fries (macdonalds) haha
5) steak
4) starbucks caramel frap
3) chocolates
2) fruits (esp. durian, mango, banana, grapes, apple, orange, watermelon, alot lah..)
1) spicy potato chips! (i 4got wad brand but the packet's green. hahaz)
6 OF YOUR FAVE MOVIES
6) 50 First Dates!!!!
5) Ever After
4) Di4 Xia4 Tie3
3) Love Actually
2) Um..
1) Still got alotalotalot.. i just cant rem wad i'v watched
5 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM
5) my bed
4) my computer
3) my air con
2) my bags
1) my rubbish
4 THINGS YOU ATE/DRINK TODAY
4) fries! oops.. :x
3) icecream! oops again.. :x
2) watermelon
1) medicine :(
3 THINGS YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT
3) definitely my bed
2) my frens
1) my hp
2 THINGS YOU USUALLY READ
2) newpaper
1) notes
1 PERSON YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT
1) no1 i can think of..
random thoughts at 6:49:00 AM
